I downloaded this song without a single idea if whats it all 'bout. i find it very nice, so now im posting the lyrics...

SMILE
by Tamia

Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me
truely loved me yes,
i learned awhile ago that kind of thing
it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend
love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think
the pain runs deep,
Lord know its killing me

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face...
on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la

Sometimes i sit at home
by the phone
hopin he might call me
but he dont call me
but then i Realize
dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head Up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things
cuz U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think
the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh

Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that iWould choose
but what else can i do
if he dont love me no
if he dont want me
im not about to sit around
let myself go (gooooo)

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face...
on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa ill keep singing la la la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la