SASSY BELLADONNA

patches

As I lay on my bed
I remember all the pain
I feel numb
its hard to breathe
as if my body is being pressed tightly
suffocating me

I release my fury, this heartache
through my eyes
they came rushing down my cheeks
they are warm
they give my eyes that sparkle
reflecting my feelings, my soul
now my pillow is full of dark patches

when will it stop
can i make it stop
I want it to stop!
please Lord
for it pains me more
by the minute
this river on my cheeks
it blurs my vision
I wish it would end

is it always like this
is love like this
you give
but what do you get in return?
yes, there is love
also, there's
pain

I have experienced this before
and it wasn't easy
now, its locked
down down down
in the farthest chambers
of my heart

but is a second time
worth it
is it worth these patches
big dark patches

will history repeat itself?
i hope not

if its love,
something so pure and true
well
I guess its worth it
afterall :'[

lucia
11:42 AM

|